the ribbon on my wrists says ' do not open before christmas '

i apparently suck at life
go figure...

when it isn't as it shoud be ...

everything feels different... what happened to fall?
here in Indy it just went summer -
like a week of fall -
then BAM! fuckin winter
it's 40 degrees for a high today
a chance of fuckin flurries!!
are you kidding me?

i need to get out of this state
i need to get away from everything for a while
i just want to go to shows
and sometimes, preferably by myself

everyone keeps tellin me that changing my major was not the brightest of plans
but i know that it was a good choice. i FEEL that it is ...
hopefully i'm right ......

+ all good things